Posted by: mz on: Wednesday, January 23, 2008
The excitement has faded, and I’m suddenly at a loss for what to do.
The words don’t come, neither do the thoughts,
Just a tightness in the chest, a twinge in the heart, and a familiar damp on the cheeks.
Not-so-vague feelings of despair creep unbidden into every moment.
What to do? What to do?
What do I do?
Posted by: mz on: Saturday, April 21, 2007
“I feel hungry when I talk to you.”
- my dad
Posted by: mz on: Friday, December 8, 2006
Haiyah, have recently been making more stupid things that I didn’t mean to do. =( Mistakes… just remind me of how imperfect I am. They make me want to be better, want to improve myself. They push me onwards, toward perfection… onwards toward a goal I cannot see…
What is perfection? What does it look [...]
Posted by: mz on: Friday, May 19, 2006
sometimes, when everything's a little quiet
and the noise has died down
when life dances crazy circles around me
and i find myself alone in a crowd
the silence haunts me
with thoughts i make up myself
i wonder how i got here
and if i should get out
who should this person be,
if this person should be me?
a stranger to a companion
stranger [...]
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